So we already know that we are going to Hawaii, that is definitely happening. However, in order for us to go, I had to be enrolled in EFMP and Hawaii was to approve the paperwork so that I can get command sponsored and live over there with Kevin. We still havent gotten the response from Hawaii, thus havent recieved orders. His report date is 1st week of September so we are way behind in preparing for this move. We still have to make arrangements to get our things picked up and the Jeep shipped. Im really stressing about this because we are running out of time and if Kevin gets his orders too late, one of two things will happen: A) He has to report on his scheduled date and I have to stay here until things are taken care of, or B) He will get his orders deferred and we dont get to go until later. Im really wanting to travel with my husband to our new duty station. I want to be part of the house selection process and it will just be easier. However, Im excited about Hawaii too and really dont want to wait longer than September. I know it sounds like Im just complaining, but its just frustrating. Okay vent over :-)
Meanwhile its been a few weeks since Ive blogged. I really had every intention of blogging regularly since Im not working right now, but Ive been lazy and procrastinating on it. What can I say, I was born 2 days late, so Im a born procrastinator lol. I will be making every effort to keep up with this as much as I can!
Kevin and I have been married for one month yesterday! I know we are still fresh newlyweds but things are great and he is just the best person for me. Im so happy to have him in my life!! Sometimes I feel bad because Im not working, and although I take care of the house and errands and such, I still dont feel like Im contributing. I really do appreciate how hard Kevin works to take care of me and our little furbabies but I just feel so guilty for not working. He assures me its okay, but I still get that sour feeling in my stomach when he goes back to work from lunch knowing that he just wants to stay home and relax, or when he has to get up at 5am but I get to sleep in. He always bends over backwards to make me happy, but sometimes I dont feel like Im making him equally happy (although he constantly says I do). Thats another reason I want to hurry up and get to Hawaii, so I can look for a job and contribute more.
In happier news, my SIL is going to be induced tomorrow, and I should have yet another brand new nephew by the end of the day hopefully!! His name will be Alexander and I absolutely cannot wait to meet him!! Two of my SIL's have (or will have tomorrow I should say) given birth in the last 2 months. This has given me the baby fever like nobodys business haha. Kevin and I talked about starting a family before we got married and we were going to wait since we are going to Hawaii, but with me being almost 30 and him almost 33, we dont want to wait any longer. So after a wonderful conversation 4th of July weekend, we have decided to officially start trying to have a baby!! I couldnt be more excited and Im hoping sooner rather than later, so wish us luck!! I have started charting my cycles and Ive read Taking Charge of Your Fertility, which is a wonderful and informative book! Sooooo maybe a pregnancy announcement in just a few weeks?? Maybe! We will see what happens, but its going to be fun trying hehe ;-)